Thursday, October 07, 2010

Sometimes ranting is good

Since this blog is supposed to be about emotions and how crappy the world we are living is, I am going to a very important aspect of our daily life - ranting. When at times you are alone against this cruel world, the best weapon at your arsenal is ranting and your only ally is rage and this keyboard. To be ever so ruthless in the words that you throw in. Never mindful of whatever and whomever, just recklessly going about any angst that you may have, be it for a specific person or situation or inanimate object.

I tell you yes ranting is sometimes good. It keeps you in control of your emotions all the better. Before you loose yourself, you know deep inside you that you already have better things to say. So whenever there are situations were you are angered, just hold on to that and let it pass. You always have your pen and paper or your computer at a slightly delayed time to rant. I believe it is more of responsibly ranting if there is such a term.

It is always so easy to get drowned in here. Drowning oneself in obscurity and surfacing back again to reality and just an endless cycle of abstraction and realism. What then is my point? I'm just saying I am ranting right now but I cannot get the right subjects or the right words to come out. It is like something invisible is compelling me not to do it. But what the heck. Crap, I am just in deep shit right now for being so true to my emotions when it is uncalled for. I do not know if I can afford to make amends knowing the bridge has been burnt and that there is no going back to this.

For whatever this is and for what its worth, I know that up above is a living God who always oversees things, however crappy things here on earth are. And it such a wonderful feeling that we are His sons and that we are blessed one way or the other.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

After exactly 4 years...

It's been a while. A lot of things have changed. It is still the same me. Let's just say that I have been on a very exciting roller coaster ride and still is together with the person I have been in love with for almost 4 years now. It is funny how we have grown so much since that time. I still feel the same old feeling that I had before. Reading through and re-visiting this blog puts me into a trance and transports me into a fantastic world of nostalgia and sweet joy.

It is amazing at times to think that we have been on this for quite a very long time already, enjoying the present and I am still looking forward for a great future ahead with her. Funny thing is that, crazy me even tried to play with some of those online stuff that predicts your future baby and future appearances as well. I can see clearly, as the sun is shining through the day, that our future is bright and even though we face hardships, we are facing it together.

It gets me to a genesis of events and made me realize how we had started it. It got me through all the good news as gospels of the present and that there is a very bright revelation ahead of me with the person I love the most. And if we will be joined by God, not even the most powerful man can separate us.